How does anybody possibly just pick one career in this all over the place job market?

I do not have the answers but the job market is something I can not get my head around. We can spend 3 years studying a degree for it not to be enough and then we do a masters and then it’s still not enough and you need the experience so you have to volunteerContinue reading “How does anybody possibly just pick one career in this all over the place job market?”

Extreme anxieties to life

I spend far too much time analysing every little scenario and every little scenario, predicting the worst and then trying to avoid the worst and then the avoidance leads to me being worse off than before. Mad right? There are points when I thought avoidance was the answer like when I was finishing school andContinue reading “Extreme anxieties to life”

Notes on life – what the hell is going on?

Thoughts of the day Why do people not care about people anymore? Or did they ever, I read somewhere that the did and saw it on a tv show once but don’t experience it in life that much…. Why does fear stop me from doing something I enjoy? I think it’s worrying about the perceptionContinue reading “Notes on life – what the hell is going on?”

Notes on life – what the hell is going on

Thoughts of the day Is it time for change when every day seems exactly the same? There’s a part of me that finds comfort in the predictable and knowing exactly who I’m going to see on what day but there comes a point where I’m like I’m so bored of life, I’m bored of everythingContinue reading “Notes on life – what the hell is going on”

Notes on life – still thinking what the hell is going on?

What the hell is going on? Why is it sometimes the more we try with someone or something the further away it becomes? We can put a lifetime of love and effort into somebody just for them to reject us in some subtle way? We can spend a lifetime studying just for an employer toContinue reading “Notes on life – still thinking what the hell is going on?”

A broken heart, a broken mind and a broken life but it’s got to get better right?

To be honest I actually think a broken heart never completely heals, the pain is always there in some form or another, it just gets a bit less over time I guess. But every time I think about my breakup I feel bursts of anger flow through my body and I have to quickly findContinue reading “A broken heart, a broken mind and a broken life but it’s got to get better right?”

Can life stop being full of anxiety and worry please?

These seem to be the symptoms of daily life now and I’m thinking life should not be like this at all. We should not be living like this, society has become to stressful from the ground up all because of profit and commerce. It’s proven that people spend more money when stressed so we areContinue reading “Can life stop being full of anxiety and worry please?”

Anxiety and Covid, a lethal combination

Cheese and onion, salt and vinegar, gin and tonic are all great combinations! Let me tell you what the worst combination is anxiety and Covid! It’s a recipe for disaster. Anxiety manifests in many forms, worries about worries create physical symptoms which can feel very painful. The whole media storm about Covid has created ohContinue reading “Anxiety and Covid, a lethal combination”

How quickly can life turn to rock bottom?

The answer is very quickly! Overnight actually. I think it’s just mad how it can seem like everything is safe and comfortable in your life and then wham you lose your job and your girlfriend leaves you. This means we are only ever two steps from rock bottom. I find that very scary but atContinue reading “How quickly can life turn to rock bottom?”

What is going on?

I always had a sneaky feeling that this life is absolutely mad but the days and months nowadays just keep confirming this resulting in it becoming a belief. I just don’t understand anything in life at all. I hate being so pessimistic but everything seems to lead to unhappiness and pain in one form orContinue reading “What is going on?”

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